Jan 1
'Bye' 2010, 'Hi' 2011!
Finally we got to 2011! Oh time flies time flies.I think it is worth trying to look back what I have done so far in the past 2010. I think 2010 has brought me some peace, fun, and also pain. Sometimes I wonder why I could 'fell' to these type of guys which surely not my type by default. Maybe I was just in desperation? Desperate to get a hug? Or merely evil? Afterall I am human.
Relationship is always what I have been dreaming so far. A good, long-lasting relationship. However, I guess the challenge is inside me. The problem is TRUST. I think it is quite hard for me to trust anyone in this world. Once a very good-looking and caring guy 'fell' for me and I was not sure I guess I screwed it up because there are things haunting my mind everyday sicne I was with him... like 'I am not good-looking at all, he should get someone else at 'his level' - he deserves someone better than me' and 'How do I know that we are going to stay together forever - live happily ever after?' Really pathetic, isn't it?
Or maybe what I need is just ' good sex fun'? Well, I do also miss the romance... I am so complicated and fussy I guess... I hoopeI could let and give myself a chance to look for someone else... in 2011.
